There's a book I just learned of from the Rev Left podcast called: "Lenin's Electoral Strategy from Marx and Engels through the Revolution of 1905: The Ballot, the Streets - or Both" by August Nimtz, that you might be interested in. It discusses Lenin's feelings on parlimentarianism, I haven't got a chance to read through it yet, but it sounds like it addresses the same concerns you're stating.
Here's the preface: http://www2.hhh.umn.edu/uthinkcache/gpa/globalnotes/Nimtz%20-%20Lenin-Preface%20Vol.%201.pdf
And here's a link to the book itself:https://www.haymarketbooks.org/books/1385-the-ballot-the-streets-or-both
I don't know the policy here on 'high seas' material, but I can PM you a link to a digital copy if you want ;)
That's great to hear! Yeah, the best thing to do is to try and recognize the things and times that make you want to drink and be cognizant at seeing the signs of urges before they turn to actually picking the drink up. If you've never looked into them, I'd highly recommend Smart Recovery (smartrecovery.org), it's a great program and has a lot of excellent strategies in their toolkit online for coping with and combating urges. Keep up the excellent work ;)