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Tiggers tail rule in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
I'm screwed... in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] 11 points 5 hours ago

fuck, that's awful... i'm sorry ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ wish i could give you a hug in-person. i'm happy to lend an ear if you need one, you know my matrix id :)

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Sorry for making this about myself again...

girl you are being a bit silly:

  1. this post is not you making it all about yourself, it's you making a single complaint
  2. even if you were making it all about yourself (which, as far as i'm concerned, you aren't), this would be an entirely reasonable situation to do so
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    talking is hard in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone
    in the hopes that this community will get going again, i present to y'all my laptop in c/stickerbomb@lemmy.world
    Tiggers tail rule in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
    in the hopes that this community will get going again, i present to y'all my laptop in c/stickerbomb@lemmy.world
    in the hopes that this community will get going again, i present to y'all my laptop in c/stickerbomb@lemmy.world
    and her name? John Boymoder in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone
    [–] [S] 2 points 11 hours ago

    all these replies are blowing my mind, because when i look at this photo (or in the mirror) i see "vaguely feminine guy" and i truly cannot comprehend what y'all are seeing which makes you say otherwise. in my eyes i look pretty much the same as i did a year ago, just with longer hair and slightly fuller cheeks.

    like, intuitively i know that it's normal to perceive oneself differently than one is perceived by others, but honestly didn't truly grasp how significant that difference could be until actually seeing it manifest like this. feels weird as hell, in both a good way (whoa i'm further along than i thought!) and bad way (will i ever be able to see myself the way the rest of y'all apparently do? also, do i need to accelerate my plans to move out before my parents start noticing?)

    you look like you took gender into your own hands

    even though it means i've apparently failed to boymode, this pretty accurately describes my original transition goals and is honestly the highest compliment i could have hoped for! thanks :33

    you’re quite pretty whatever ways you split it :)

    <3

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    and her name? John Boymoder (thelemmy.club)
    submitted 22 hours ago* (last edited 22 hours ago) by to c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    wonder how much longer i can keep this charade going, my face has unmistakably been getting more fem the past 2-ish months

    that said, i kinda don't even mind presenting masc that much anymore, mainly 'cause i'm pretty sure i look a hell of a lot cuter these days regardless of which gender people are reading me as :3

    i don't think there's any real purpose to this post, i just kinda wanted to balance out my past selfies. 90% of the time i'm dressed like this, it feels more honest (?) to show the "normal" side, idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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    i think i'm getting the hang of this eyeliner thing (thelemmy.club)
    submitted 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) by to c/trans_joy@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    getting the wings right only took me two attempts per side, compared to over 10 in total the last time i tried eyeliner. i call that progress!

    my uni's queer student association hosted a dinner event today! this was the first one since the start of the semester, so i got to meet the new wave of baby transes (and other assorted queers) :3
    kinda crazy to think i was in their place only a year ago!

    bonus: a series of increasingly deranged selfies

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    i think i injected into a blood vessel, what do? (lemmy.ml)
     

    So I've been doing subcutaneous E injections for close to 11 months at this point¹, and my most recent one turned out kinda weird. It hurt a bit more than usual going in, there was a lot less resistance when pushing the plunger in (got everything injected in less time than normal), and there was significantly more blood than I'm used to after removing the needle (typically there's only a tiny speck if anything, this time nearly the entire cotton part of the band-aid is stained red). It's been about 2 days now and there's a ~1cm diameter bruise at the injection spot, which is also something I haven't seen before.

    The only thing I can think of is that I must've gotten unlucky and managed to hit a blood vessel. If that is the case though, my understanding of how injections work tells me that this will dramatically affect the release curve - rather than being deposited into fat tissue and slowly being released into the bloodstream, I assume this would mean much of the EEn was dumped directly into the blood where it would then be converted into E2 and consumed/destroyed within hours or a few days at most. Am I overthinking this? Should I do another shot to make sure my levels don't crash down in case my hypothesis is correct, or should I just stick to my usual weekly schedule?

    ¹ probably not relevant, but including this anyway: I'm injecting 0.13 mL of EEn (40 mg/mL, in MCT oil) once per week using 30G, 1/2in long needles

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