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I am surrounded by people who like me, I am myself in front of them, they know how fucked up I can be. The problem is everyone else in my life that I have to put on a face to get by the day. Work is a perfect example. Like I really wanna murder (or at least hit really hard) that brainless little readhead from HR that still doesn't understand how to open up a folder (explained 20 times over), so bugs me to do it, cuz it's too much of an embarresment to tell her colleagues to do it... that sort of thing.

And you can't yell at her, cuz she's in HR 😒.

Not that I hate myself, I'm just weird (like positive vibes weird, but still weird), so shit doesn't always play out like I want it to... like the interviewer may have a nice rack, and her nipples may be showing cuz the AC in the room is set to "dante's hell" temp, so... I just stare at them. I don't want to, but I can't bring myself not to do it... and then the questions go by and I space out and then I'm excised from the interview.

This totally never happend, just a theoretical example 👀.