I know this will sound weird but I am a prude adult looking to experiment (without involving third parties or illegal stuff). You guys seem very knowledgeable on this topic. Where can I look to learn and get into this world? Any book, guides, websites or other recommendations?

And you've got go eat several finely grounded nutmeg nuts to achieve this IIRC. You've git to be nuts for hallucinations to even think about this.

It's not a pleasant high, and it lasts a lot fucking longer than you want.

I was a bored teenager.

I watched a kid try this in high school. Just took a full fucking mouthful of powder. Coughed and wheezed as he tried to gag it down and then hacked a bunch and it hurt like fuck.

Then he didn't get high, per se, more like writhed in stomach pain all night.

Would recommend watching another dude try it 10/10.

Just don't fucking do it, it's painful and you're sick for days not knowing when/if you'll ever feel better

Was putting it in my coffee till i found out it was where my headaches were coming from.

Don't try this. You'll definitely have a sick day, and the effects are minimal.

The spice must flow.

There are a lot of anticholinergics that produce delirium. Datura, hell even big doses of Benadryl. They are not pleasant. Can't see, can't pee, can't spit, can't shit are what goes along with the hallucinations.

Wow, I didn't know that either. It sounds like it's a likely way to poison yourself though, and seems like it would probably be pretty unpleasant in general.

I think this one is typically called a flu simulator

So we microdose hallucinogens, gotchya

Where can I find this meg you're talking about?

The operative word there is CAN and not the one you want it to be which would be WILL. There are many many many better ways to get you there.

I tried ~20g, 3 nutmegs, one time. Other than the pain of drinking the awful tasting "tea", I had zero effects. Didn't try a bigger dose because of the damn taste.

Good luck trying to swallow enough for that though.