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The original was posted on /r/tifu by /u/FAFMFTQ on 2026-06-10 17:53:50+00:00.

i had my own religious psychosis period, i was looking deeply into religion and being a devoted Muslim until i finally left. but I'm still friends with my Muslim friends.

i keep it a secret from everyone, i live in my own house in a Muslim country and being an ex Muslim is a BIG deal here.

my friend started to notice that i don't pray anymore, and how i started changing recently. but she thought I'm just having a tough time or whatever. so she spent months, checking on me every now and then, asking if I'm back to praying again, asking if I'm back to wear the khimar (a bigger hijab covers to the chest) instead of the normal hijab and so on..

but today as i was visiting her, i just wish we could've had a good day without bringing up religion LIKE ALWAYS. and i just had enough of pretending that i believe a word i say when i talk about Allah and faith and whatever.

i told her i no longer believe in it, obviously she didn't like it. but i didn't expect her to send me a message after i left, telling me that I'm no longer welcome into her house because I'm "kafir" now.

i haven't answered yet, i don't even know if there's anything that could be said.

TL;DR: i told my strictly religious friend that i left religion and became an atheist, now I'm no longer welcome into her house, and our friendship is over