court tomorrow, my sponsor wrote a glowing letter saying ive fully engaged and worked the steps thoroughly, deep soul search and drastic mental, emotional change. being gifted freedom of the constant mental battle is, unreal. there's more pressure to not fuck up, to go back now would mean double the depression, v probable suicide. I think about taking a drink to trigger that phenomenon of craving, to sit with it to learn. I absolutely won't, but it's so interesting that alcoholism was causing 98% of my distress, I didn't understand how sick I was
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It is wild how we perpetuate that distress over and over. And how I sometimes long for that distress. Its weird feeling. Congrats on your journey so far, best of luck in court tomorrow.
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