One foot in front of the other. That's all it takes to keep going.
Keep your chin up and your back straight. Eyes open.
Those are the things I made mantras for myself to get through dark times. And I've been in the dark a lot. I will be again, too. And that's ok. You just keep going, that's all.
spoiler
Otokonoko pharma?
How much do they typically cost? Money has also been a limiting factor, but thank you for telling me about that place
It's $100-120 iirc, but they last a long time. It's been so long since I got mine I even forgot how much it cost, but I bought it about 8 mos ago and still have a good amount left.
When all else fails, survive out of spite. 
doomer
What is Doomer? :(
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