It was really bad in my younger years. I pretty much never wanted the mental fog of testosterone buildup from not cumming, so I just made sure that I jerked off enough that I was sexually neutral in every other scenario. Now that I'm on meds that kill my t production pretty hard, I never feel the need to do it like that anymore. Still have the spanish though!

But yes, I am very good at dirty talk in spanish

We should "de-secretize" their internal organs