Title says it all.
I am a huge 40k fan and I know how problematic 40k is with its portrayal of endless war and facism. Comrade @[email protected] has put it best:
Maybe all of the 40k factions are fascist and that universe’s lore has no dialectic of class struggle and is to violent to be realistic, thus serves as part of the superstructure for fascism.
it reinforces the idea that the conflict between tribes will always supercede the conflict between classes. It’s wrong on so many levels.
And yet I can't hate it. I have a hard time taking 40k serious and seeing it as more than a silly boardgame with cool minis and (deliciously) stupid lore.
Same with B99. I know that the show is horrid copacanda, I know that shows like this prevent people from seeing pigs as the pigs they are because "funny cop show portraits them as silly and relatable." But I still like the show a lot. I like the characters and just pretend that it plays in a parallel universe were cops aren't the worst.
I just sort of suppress any critical thoughts and take those things at face value without thinking about what they imply. It's just very hard to find alternatives.
So yeah I feel terrible for finding enjoyment in this stuff even though I know I shouldn't. Can anyone relate or do you perhaps have similar feelings towards other franchises?
After listening to and reading Parenti, I couldn't watch any/liberal entertainment media at all. It wasn't a feeling of guilt put undiluted anger. Books, shows, graphic novels. Everything.
Thankfully that feeling relented. Now I can enjoy most fiction (written, audio, or audio-visual). I'm a little bit more discerning than I was. But I can even enjoy the stuff that's right on the nose because it's so ridiculous.
So long as you're treating 40k as entertainment rather than a guide to life, it's fine, I think. You can always critique it while you're engaging with it. Just know that it could ruin it for you for a while, until you 're-adjust' to enjoying things that you are critical about.