Dude. There's not been any fucking mechanism internally to talk about this shit. When the party leaves no internal mechanism, all we can do is utilize other mechanisms to do so. If you really think that simply talking about our fucking experiences in a niche online leftist forum is doing the work of the federal agents, then I'm sorry, you have completely drunk the Kool-Aid. Which feels absolutely fucking wild to say, but, I can't think of any other way to see it. If criticism and discussions like this aren't allowed internally to the party, then like, what the fuck? Do we just shut up? No! This isn't a fucking game, dude. We have, like, an actual world to win.

The United States is funding this genocide in Gaza, let alone all of the other horrifying imperial machinery that it has enacting across the globe. We need an actual party that's able to handle this shit. If you're just seeing a ton of ex-members talking about this shit, like, that's not an organized smear campaign, I'm sorry. Even if it is, dog, maybe it should be, because a new party genuinely needs to arise with the same political program if this is all the party can do. This is all bad. And my experiences have shown me that I really don't think things are going to reform, especially with the recent statement from the Central Committee, like, are you kidding me?

A huge part of open discussion and debate within democratic centralist organizations is to be able to collect data points for a better direction to be decided. If you think that discussing these data points that so far have really not been allowed to be discussed at all internally with, trust me, huge barriers and punishments for doing so, then like, you are just straight up miseducated.

So don't talk to me like I'm some misguided liberal or fooled anarchist doing the work of the state. I'm not an ultra-leftist demanding perfection; I just don't think this shit is viable to continue as it is and we need to massively rethink our approach to matters thus far