Look at this monstrosity New Zealand pumped out during World War II. Built in case of Japanese invasion, the tank was made by slapping corrugated iron on a tractor and calling it a day. The Japanese tanks were hardly great, but a Ha-Go is infinitely better than this. Nonetheless, I love it for its shittiness.


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[–] 15 points 3 weeks ago* (7 children)

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I hope moving out and coming out are as good for me as you all hope. I'm tired of feeling like shit. Feeling dysphoric fucking constantly.

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  • [–] 10 points 3 weeks ago (1 child)

    I've been putting effort into taking care of myself and feeling girly and trying to look girly/androginous. This would be 10x easier without having to deal with shit-ass transphobic parents

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  • [–] 9 points 3 weeks ago (4 children)

    it doesn’t fix everything, unfortunately that takes more effort, but it does give breathing room that you desperately need

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  • [–] 8 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (3 children)

    ugh I am so sick of putting in more effort. Always fucking more with transition. Can't fucking take it.

    yea. I need a lot more then breathing room. I fear it will not help as much as I need it to. I don't know what to even do with breathing room. What do I actually want to do transition wise. It feels like nothing

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  • [–] 3 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

    it’s a starting point, a safe place that is yours alone. i couldn’t exist as myself under the same roof as my parents, it was torture. then, before i started trying presenting femme in public, i was trying shit out in my room, in my apartment, with nobody but me to see and judge. it’s a necessary step i just don’t want you to interpret it as the key to fixing everything.

    i feel you on the effort. it’s much more worth it when you’re able to actually enjoy the results

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