Look at this monstrosity New Zealand pumped out during World War II. Built in case of Japanese invasion, the tank was made by slapping corrugated iron on a tractor and calling it a day. The Japanese tanks were hardly great, but a Ha-Go is infinitely better than this. Nonetheless, I love it for its shittiness.


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[–] 13 points 14 hours ago* (1 child)

::: spoiler sex/discussion of horny/discussion of sexuality

So, prog is supposed to be the horny hormone. But since going off of it I just, I mean, I cant stop myself, I'm grabbing the wand every evening. I am yearning like crazy and the horny is patently E horny far more so than before and its a lot easier to have a nondysphoric time (at least when I'm on my own, haven't had sex with my gf or had any hookups or anything in a few months so idk how it is with others). And like idk why but its more emotional, I'm not even fantasizing about sex, I'm fantasizing about like, holding hands and tender kisses on the cheek. Its really nice and a marked change in how ive experienced my sexuality. Normally its a lot less yearny/wholesome and more uh heavy. I wonder if the shift is hormonal only or if its related to other things too?

I'll keep the scrip, accumulate prog and have a stock of it. But I think no prog for me for now. Or maybe some kind of cycling of it idk.

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    discussion of horny/dysphoriaI kinda fell into a pattern of cycling prog (and also cypro), originally because of forgetting to take it but then it somehow feeling right, and I wonder if its because of the prog curve being out of sync typically from the e curve for ovaries, and simulating that (for specifically me) suits better. and as a result, when I stop my 5-10 day streak of prog and put on a new e patch I sometimes get the yearn you describe. and at other points in this chaotic cycling I get the heavy horny. still hard to predict though. my struggles with dysphoria and sex are pretty consistent regardless of cycle though.

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