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NOOOOOOO!!!! (thelemmy.club)
submitted 13 hours ago* (last edited 12 hours ago) by BallShapedMan@lemmy.world to c/artshare@lemmy.world

One day she'll accept the trade-off, losing a piece of her humanity. She'll look back and see the wisdom in it. But not today. Today she just wants back what she's lost. (Oh this better, updated last sentence: Today she screams.)

Timelapse: https://bsky.app/profile/ballshapedman.bsky.social/post/3mq5v2fdv4k2n

As much as I like cybernetics and media with it, I don't want it. I have a few irrational fears, this is one. The other is finding a toilet in a dream and using it.

Every other entry in this series has been at peace with or loved the trade-off. But I wouldn't and when I saw the reference image I knew exactly what I was going to paint with it. Someone tortured with the choice.

I also love Fredrik Backman, Bear Town is one of my all time favorites. The way he gets me to feel emotions with his words is something else. So the blurb above is my attempt in his style.

Thoughts? Also is the rain convincing?

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[-] DmMacniel@feddit.org 7 points 13 hours ago

Yeah I don't know either about cyber-implants, you would literally carve away your flesh to replace it with machinery. (In Shadowrum you would actually lose essence of your self until you become a cyberzombie, or in Cyberpunk you would eventually become a Cyberpyscho just the same) My fear would be that you would simply lose sensory input in that given area.

The Despair is clearly on display in this artpiece, love how the rain gives this misty aura around her head, but I am not convinced about the droplets on her skin, wouldn't they form teardrops?

[-] BallShapedMan@lemmy.world 3 points 13 hours ago

Yeah they would, I was trying to make it convincing without painting each individual droplet. This is my first attempt at it and not really sure it lands. Maybe at a macro level but it falls apart close up.

And that's exactly how I feel about it. And I like the way both fictional worlds handle it. My first exposure was Rifts which to my knowledge has no impact on the character. But it always freaked me out.

Johnny Mnemonic and Ghost in the Shell for example were both great and creepy for that reason. Totally cool and bothers me at the same time.

[-] DmMacniel@feddit.org 5 points 13 hours ago

Johnny Mnemonic... I really should get that Movie in whatever capacity as physical media. Not just because I love Keanu Reeves, but it was such a classic Cyberpunk Scenario (Hello William Gibson) and that fricking Dolphin!

Maybe at a macro level but it falls apart close up.

you will get there, I am sure of it! Its poignant as it is already!

[-] BallShapedMan@lemmy.world 5 points 13 hours ago

Oh so good! And yes the dolphin was mind blowing the first time watching it.

And it just means I need to focus on rain at some point and do a series on it. Just like I struggled with hair, hands, skin, and everything else. Just gotta practice it out of me 😁

[-] Maeve@kbin.earth 2 points 12 hours ago

I like how your mind works, and love how it plays!

[-] BallShapedMan@lemmy.world 1 points 11 hours ago
[-] Maeve@kbin.earth 2 points 9 hours ago

Always a pleasure.

[-] Maeve@kbin.earth 2 points 12 hours ago

You did fine. Johnny Mnemonic completely tempered a naïveté in my view of cybernetics.

[-] BallShapedMan@lemmy.world 2 points 12 hours ago
[-] Maeve@kbin.earth 2 points 11 hours ago

Well, I only used to think of positive applications and ramifications; I thought surely no human would allow conditions that create rampant misuse, or abuse, and guidelines would naturally arise to curb or mitigate any harmful potentials, despite already having seen how humans in uh... suboptimal environments behave. I was yet unaware that humans in optimal environments could behave as abhorrently, or worse. And we, the masses, don't really get to see the goings-on behind oak doors with leaded glass, do we?

[-] BallShapedMan@lemmy.world 2 points 11 hours ago

Great points, and no we don't. I'm closer to that room now than ever, and I still don't know.

[-] Maeve@kbin.earth 2 points 9 hours ago

Not even all the inhabitants do, often times.

My best to you and your lovely family.

this post was submitted on 08 Jul 2026
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