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Is there any point?
(lemmygrad.ml)
Talk about whatever, respecting the rules established by Lemmygrad. Failing to comply with the rules will grant you a few warnings, insisting on breaking them will grant you a beautiful shiny banwall.
A community for comrades to chat and talk about whatever doesn't fit other communities
If what you care about in this case is the lives of children, setting yourself on fire saves exactly 0. In rest, you should discuss how to process and cope with things outside your control with a mental health professional because you seem to have things going on that strangers on an obscure communist website aren't equipped to help with.