But I wasn't doing any of that. That's how you're perceiving me. I don't understand why you think I'm trying to impress people, I'm just trying to warn people about mistakes I've made in my own life. It's strange also because this is the same shit maga people do to me. I don't understand the enticement of ideology. I guess I'm kind of nihilistic that way... Kinda like I just stopped trying those methods? Idk....
(I understand the paradox of not understanding ideology being an ideology...)