Hi everybody!

I'd originally planned on having a big effort post, but I've had some Bad Brain^TM^ the last couple weeks so that'll just have to wait until next time.

In the meantime, it's my 2 year HRT Anniversary! These past couple years have also been the first time I've really been in community with other trans folx; I've had so many breakthroughs and discoveries of myself that I don't think would have been possible without that and I can't be thankful enough.

I hope everybody has a lovely week!


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[–] 14 points 6 months ago* (2 children)

cw:kinda sad, idk what else

All conversations I have with my mom now have that lethargic, unenthusiastic and fake/empty energy to them.

It's the same kind of conversation that all the emotionally unavailable and apathetic men of our family engage in.

It's all she wanted, for me to wear my male mask, but now she complains that talking to me ain't fun anymore.

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  • [–] 7 points 6 months ago (1 child)

    Oof that sucks, have you tried just dropping the male mask entirely? My mom used to be the same way, but then I started seeing her more while acting like myself and now she has this weird dissonance where I can tell that she subconsciously sees me as a woman and it's made hanging with her alot easier.

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