I'm not an apologist if that's what you mean. I'm trying to gain an unbiased understanding of christianity and the origins of christian('s) beliefs. Not because I think christianity is true (I don't think christianity is true) but because I think it's an important force in society, and it's sometimes pretty reasonable and other times quite unhinged.

I thought I'd share my thoughts because I'm relatively impartial to a debate about the primacy of a personal relationship with Jesus. Like it doesn't affect my identity at all if Paul says something that's contradicted by John, or totally incompatible with the teachings of a particular denominations.