I've had a similar experience. Yes, I have had days where I spent a significant amount of time beating my head against the wall, but that's part of the learning curve. Those days stretched farther apart pretty rapidly.
Addendum: Yes we know that you think ml/hexbear/grad are tankies and or .world are a bunch of liberals but it gets old quickly. Try and come up with new material.
I've had a similar experience. Yes, I have had days where I spent a significant amount of time beating my head against the wall, but that's part of the learning curve. Those days stretched farther apart pretty rapidly.