It sucks cuz I get bursts of motivation to start more intensive therapy to get over social discomfort but it’s always at like fuckin midnight and the next day I have no energy and don’t care. I want to be inside all the time and not have to do weekly CBT appointments but I also want to improve myself and stop living the same days over and over again. It’s so frustrating and I’m so so bad at doing things I don’t want to do. Uuuughhhh.
Anyways, I hope your move helps you, I’m hoping living alone will give me a stronger sense of responsibility for myself.

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