I always thought I was too ugly for people to be attracted to me. Eventually I cleaned myself up a bit, got on a dating app, and found the woman who is now my wife. I was proud of myself for becoming someone who could be attractive. Since then, 2 girls I knew in school have told me they had a crush on me... Like, why didn't you say anything!? It was obvious I had no idea!! I now think everyone must have at least one person who's yummed by their yuk.