Most of the left side of the image is me.

It got me into the position where I'm being automated out of my own job and utterly miserable, and simultaneously being judged for not making up shit to do or pretensing to be busy where there's nothing to do. I was very gently pressured into the role and caved almost immediately, and i hate it and the way out was yoinked out from under me before i could even take it.