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submitted 6 months ago by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

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On December 24th, 2008 I was almost 21 and drinking wine at my Grandma's house with my family. We were having a good time. I don't really talk to that side of the family anymore though. I got a phone call from my best friend, Kyle. I joking let my uncle answer. Kyle asked to talk to me. He sounded angry.

The next few words he said were like a a fucking nuclear bomb that seared my fucking brain for life. He said, "NineMileTower, Steve died (in Iraq). A bridge gave out, his hummer flipped, and he drowned."

That was in 2008. I'm 37 now. I have two beautiful girls and an amazing wife. I think of Steve all the time. I ask myself, "Why do I deserve these amazing kids, wife and life, and he had to die?"

I fucking hate Christmas. I hate the stupid music. I hate fake bullshit decorations. I hate that I'm supposed to pretend that every Christmas it doesn't fucking kill me that he isn't here. I'm here enjoying my kids and their holiday and he's dead.

I fucking hate Christmas.

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[-] [email protected] 57 points 6 months ago

Instead of hating Christmas, you should hate the people that sent your friend to Iraq to die for absolutely nothing.

[-] [email protected] 9 points 6 months ago

I do. But there's literally nothing I can do with that hate.

[-] [email protected] -4 points 6 months ago

Luigi.

[-] [email protected] 8 points 6 months ago

You're suggesting I kill someone. What the fuck is wrong with you?

[-] [email protected] 0 points 5 months ago

The world's a bad place right now. Sometimes the lesser evil is desirable. Just saying.

[-] [email protected] 4 points 6 months ago

Those people aren't visibly stamped on his psyche, the Christmas stuff is a trigger

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