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General trans community.
Rules:
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Follow all blahaj.zone rules
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All posts must be trans-related. Other queer-related posts go to c/lgbtq.
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Don't post negative, depressing news articles about trans issues unless there is a call to action or a way to help.
Resources:
Best resource: https://github.com/cvyl/awesome-transgender Site with links to resources for just about anything.
Trevor Project: crisis mental health services for LGBTQ people, lots of helpful information and resources: https://www.thetrevorproject.org/
The Gender Dysphoria Bible: useful info on various aspects of gender dysphoria: https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en
StainedGlassWoman: Various useful essays on trans topics: https://stainedglasswoman.substack.com/
Trans resources: https://trans-resources.info/
[USA] Resources for trans people in the South: https://southernequality.org/resources/transinthesouth/#provider-map
[USA] Report discrimination: https://action.aclu.org/legal-intake/report-lgbtqhiv-discrimination
[USA] Keep track on trans legislation and news: https://www.erininthemorning.com/
[GERMANY] Bundesverband Trans: Find medical trans resources: https://www.bundesverband-trans.de/publikationen/leitfaden-fuer-behandlungssuchende/
[GERMANY] Trans DB: Insurance information (may be outdated): https://transdb.de/
[GERMANY] Deutsche Gesellschaft für Transidentität und Intersexualität: They have contact information for their advice centers and some general information for trans and intersex people. They also do activism: dgti.org
*this is a work in progress, and these resources are courtesy of users like you! if you have a resource that helped you out in your trans journey, comment below in the pinned post and I'll add here to pass it on
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People tend to treat me very friendly and refer to me as ma'am, which feels nice. Right up until I speak then they correct themselves and say sir and it make me feel bad, on days when I've had enough I'll yell at them for being piece of shit bigoted asses and they usually get scared and go back to ma'am but it's not genuine.
Don't rely on people in your support circles to tell you you pass, they'll say you do even when you clearly don't. People I know insist that my voice passes because they want to affirm or make me feel better, but I know it doesn't because of how people treat me when I speak, also I've gone to voice training subs in the past on a burner account and asked if my voice was masc or fem without telling them if I was transmasc or transfem, they almost always said it sounded masc, and a small handful said androgynous. I don't meant to be rude or mean but I don't need people to make me feel better when I ask if I pass, I need people to be honest, even if being honest seems like it'll hurt me, cuz you know what'll hurt me more? Being assaulted in a woman's space because someone doesn't think I'm a woman. It's happened before.
Whoa, a lot to unpack there.
First, it sounds like you have been transitioning for a while - do you have vocal dysphoria, and have you worked on voice training? When I socially transitioned my vocal dysphoria became rather intense, and the fear I had speaking, for example to a new colleague at my work who may not otherwise know I'm trans, became panic-inducing. I found voice training really helpful, and now my voice passes enough in public and on the phone that I never get "sir'd". If you were inclined I bet you could do the same!
Either way, I'm sorry to hear about the antagonistic situations you find yourself in. I think I would feel unsafe in a situation like that. 😞
With regards to your support circles telling you that you pass: of course they might be just polite or being nice, but there is another possibility, that they have mapped you to a woman in their minds so they interpret your voice as feminine. I found this happened for example when I watched enough Finnster (don't judge me 😝), eventually their voice sounded like a girl's voice to me even though if I heard it on the phone for the first time I'm sure it would be read as masculine.
Ultimately whether a voice sounds masc or fem has at least something to do with how we are interpreting the situation, and I have found myself and others capable of interpreting masculine voices as feminine when you get used to thinking of that person as a woman. The same thing happened for me with Bilal Baig's character in Sort Of, her voice definitely has masculine features (often too heavy and large), but instead of hearing a "gay man" voice like I would over the phone, I started to just hear it as a woman's voice and it was hard to go back and hear it as a "man's" voice.
Anyway - this might be what's happening with your friends, maybe they can't hear or see you as a man anymore, even though strangers still might. Still, sounds like you are doing a good job getting feedback from strangers online about your voice. I know the /r/transvoice discord has a place where you can upload clips of your voice to be critiqued as you are working on your voice training, and there are resources like Selene's clips and TransVoiceLessons that can be helpful even without seeing a speech language pathologist.
Thanks for sharing and being vulnerable about your experiences. 🫂