I really need a haircut, haven't had one in about a decade. There's nothing actually stopping me from getting a haircut, and there are tons of trans-friendly places here to get a haircut within walking distance, and I would probably look pretty adorable with bangs, and it would make it easier for me to wear my cute cosplay wigs without squeezing my brain...
BDD ranting
But I have such bad haircut anxiety. My dysmorphia goes so fucking nuts about my hair that I don't even like my bf touching it. There's nothing wrong with it, I have long pretty hair, but I still get worries that one day I'm just going to magically wake up looking like my dad even though I'm taking basically every medical measure to prevent that.
Anyways I think I'm gonna try and schedule something this weekend and then get really fucking stoned and hope the fun house clown mirror disease doesn't ruin my day.