hi comrades, i am veronika but you can call me vero. i am a young marxist-leninist learning more about the belief. how is everyone today?

so whenever i hear an english person talk on tv or my gf points out that her ancestry is english, me and her ex (who also happens to be my ex) say "ELLO GUVNA!! CHEERIO OLD CHAP!" and i shout it at the tv. am i racist? i hope not...

i found it when looking at someone's post and seeing that they were part of a community called this it looks like. it's a conlang created by someone on lemmy and while i heard that this user wasnt doing the best mentally, they are likely doing better now. either way, this is about their conlang. when searching, i also found that they have a queer/lgbt community in the ua language.

so my friend is genderfluid and his dad is pretty supportive of ice and thinks my friend will "always be a girl" and is just "delusional". also, i'm russian. my parents are russian and my dad is part-russian and mainly german. he has no problem with us, probably because we are documented and not colored. but even if someone is documented, they get accused of being "illegal" so many times, it's so annoying

so im kind of a mess. just turned 15 yesterday, mentally ill, just got checked out at the doctor for bulimia and trying to eat without gagging myself, and lgbt. i am nonbinary fem and pansexual :,) do you have any advice for me? life can be hard, especially for someone like me imo.

for me, id have to say 7th and 8th grade, but mainly 8th. full of hormonal, crazy 13 and 14 year olds who harassed me, found my number and address, and treated me like a subhuman.

https://youtu.be/opaPVewfvLo 2:45

so ive seen several nicknames for my name, veronika. ive seen vero, vera, ronnie, and even nika. however, i live in the united states so im scared that if i have teachers call me nika, kids will "think" im calling myself a racial slur (the n-word) even tho i went to middle school with a nika/nikka (i forgot how to spell her name). i'm nonbinary, so ronnie could work for being short for ron, maybe aaron or veronika/veronica, but i dont really like masculine terms even tho there are plenty of girls named ronnie.

i already go by vero at school sometimes, especially since in my spanish class, vero was listed as a nickname for my spanish name, which is just verónica. i am also russian-american and vera is a name there in russia. ive heard of some russian girls and characters with the name.

so my new partner (im poly and my new partner is genderfluid mtf) is mentally ill just like me. we are both lgbtq (she is androsexual and heteroflexible so im an exception bc im technically fem enby) and i am pan. she also self harms a lot, threatens to take her life, and does drugs from her older friends but so far only weed. she is 14 and a freshman. how can i help her???

i am also 14 and a freshman btw, she turns 15 in july and me this month.

had a middle school ex in seventh grade who called me a “weird bisexual” and “bowling ball /bowling ball stomach”. had another kid who was a popular girl spread a rumor abt me that i was a lesbian with a crush on her bc i asked for her number but stuttered saying it because i was very socially awkward. i was fat shamed sometimes in school and shamed bc ppl thought i was a lesbian because my ex-friend outed me when i said i had a crush on a girl