One girl called me garbage and abused me for years and the other was so weird, like she’d walk up to me and go “RELAAAAATIONNN” (placeholder for name) as if she was gonna attack me. She also texted like that and try and find my information on her alt accounts.

They were best friends. Furthermore, nothing was ever their fault and everything was always mine. They treated me like their dog or an animal. They made fun of my mental conditions too and screamed at me when they knew I hated yelling and one of them would make threats to physically hurt me to scare me into doing what they want. “If you did it right, I wouldn’t hurt you, but I will if you do it wrong again!”

Yayyy!!! Our relationship is back to normal!!!

He and I still talk, we were just gonna text less but I completely spiraled and thought he wanted to leave. My mental health has obviously been bad + I have bad attachment issues but I’m feeling better now!

Everything will remind me of him. It’s just for a day, but knowing me, I’ll be devastated. Even when he says “don’t be sad”, even when it’s for our mental health. Even when it’s for the best, I’ll still miss him.

I would start crying if i thought of him or him hugging me. I’m thinking about it right now. I know it’s something I can’t have. Even for that day.

Everything is affecting me so strongly, it feels more like a break-up than a one-day break. Even when I can still text him sometimes, even when I help him and allow him to do what he wants.

I’m scared one day, he’ll start to see I’m a bad, mentally-ill girlfriend and break up and think ill of me. Maybe he won’t, maybe he’ll support me and love me, though, i hope so.

I feel like sometimes, he will leave me even when he says “I’ll always be here”. Maybe I’ll push him away. Maybe I have already.

It’s supposed to help our attachment to each other and mental health to take a break, but we’re gonna miss each other deeply. I was sad before and we were talking so much but I had a PTSD breakdown and now we’re not gonna speak to each other. At least it will be 24 hours sending like one message to each other but I think I’ll cry more.

He wants to take one, and I won’t force him to not do it just because of my selfish desires, but I will miss him and want to know if anyone was in a similar place or knows how to help me “survive”?

I probably need one since I’ve been not mentally well, but I think future me will struggle to take it well due to attachment to him and missing him even when i’m not supposed to talk to him. Plus, everything that reminds me of him will cause me to start sobbing.

When I was 8 years old (I also have autism), I was different from the other girls. Not just because of my autism, but because I didn’t want to be like a girl. I was convinced that secretly, I had male parts. I could be like the strong, tough boys I saw. I didn’t want to be feminine and “put on makeup like a girl”.

I got my hair cut short and I was so happy. I looked like a boy. I would enjoy feminine stuff, like playing with dolls and wearing dresses, but I wanted to be like I thought my dad was: a tough, strong guy.

When I was 10 or 11, the feeling happened again. I wanted to be like my favorite make characters. A cool rockstar. I wanted to use he/him pronouns. My girlfriend at the time didn’t like that, but we broke up and we were both immature and toxic to each other at that age.

I didn’t mind wearing a binder, which I did when I was 12 with my dress. I forgot why.

I was trans as a teenager until I detransitioned one day because my girlfriend at the time was mean to me for it, along with this guy I was friends with.

At age 15-16, I started to use he/they pronouns, and started to identify as a bi, then straight nonbinary transmasc.

Starting when I was 17, I was more of a nonbinary fem type.

Now, I’m probably nonbinary but I’ve been identifying as a woman because it’s what most people see me as, but I’m questioning.

Am I feminine? Am I a woman? I showed signs of wanting to be a boy, am I transmasc? I know many trans people wanted to be the opposite gender as a kid.

First off, I woke up depressed yesterday morning. Next, I couldn’t sleep until very late last night while my fiancé could easily and quickly get to sleep.

I wanted to sleep too but couldn’t, and I also needed a good cry during to being so depressed all day. I cried myself to sleep and eventually used lavender body spray to fall asleep. It seems that’s the only thing that helps me.

My fiancé can’t be there for me 24/7, and he can’t be there for me when I’m sad because it’s 2 a.m. and he’s asleep. It’s just impossible.

And I really do love him, I’m attached to him. I feel really sad for him due to his family and life, and I really care about his well-being and I love him a lot.

Sometimes I worry I’m not good enough for him, though. He, for example, likes video games and wants me to play them. I only like Minecraft, Roblox, those “chill” games. He said it was fine that I didn’t want to play, but I also have bipolar and felt extremely guilty for it. Plus, I thought when he texted “Why don’t you wanna play 😭😭💀💀” he was mad even though that’s just how he texts.

I eventually realized he wasn’t though and it was my depressive feelings acting up. The last thing I want to do, though, is make him sad or break his heart. I’m feeling a lot better today, though.

I’m good. Today I woke up and I felt depressed, but I think I’m better now. All in all, I’d say I’m an 8/10. How are you all??

My fiancé David is friends with a guy Sean. Sean became very distant and mean to him. He never cared about what David had to say nor felt empathy for him at all. He would always be like “but what about me?? I’m miserable”.

He constantly blew up at David and David acted like he could fix Sean and didn’t want to leave because he promised to always be there for him.

David is really kind and sometimes it feels like it’s killing me since I would probably not stay. I love David so much and I worry for him, but I can’t control him not do I wanna.

He said he doesn’t wanna always talk to David and that he’s tired of him. How can I help?

Sean is also REALLY nice to me. Did the friendship already crash and burn or is there hope or what??

My fiancé David seems to have an “I can fix him” mindset with his friend Sean. David is always making excuses of Sean’s toxic behavior towards him and stuff.

Sean clearly does not like him. Sean is always ranting and blowing up at David. He never wants to talk to David or hang out with him. He makes David really sad but David wants to keep his promise to always be Sean’s friend and thinks he can fix Sean or something.

I appreciate that David is trying not to talk to Sean anymore. I’ve just been worried about him that his friendship with him is one-sided and not the best, but I can’t control him and I don’t want to at all.

I just don’t know what to do. Kind suggestions, please?

Sean left a rant saying: (shortened, paraphrased) HOW DARE YOU JOIN THE MILITARY WITHOUT MY PERMISSION

I’M IN SO MUCH PAIN. I HAVE NO FRIENDS AND NO ONE TO TALK TO AND YOU HAVE FRIENDS AND A FIANCÉE AND YOU DONT LIKE ME OR EVER PAY ATTENTION TO ME AT ALL

I’VE TRIED SO HARD JUST TO BE YOUR FRIEND BUT YOU DON’T APPRECIATE ME ENOUGH. YOU’RE SO UNGRATEFUL OMG YOU SUCK.

YOU ALWAYS SAY YOUR LIFE SUCKS, YOU NEVER THINK ABOUT MINE?? IM MISERABLE!!!

I was repeatedly bullied, manipulated, stalked by her friend, and she tried to “ruin my life” by giving me a bad reputation and treating me differently and like a monster because I was different from her. For years.

I had a crush on a girl (Girl A) before I met my current partner, (now I identify as straight or bi-curious) but she was really good friends with my bully (Girl B).

Ever since freshman year, we were friends, but we slowly drifted apart as she liked Girl B more and me less. A still liked me as a friend, just B more. A was bi but she was actually in love with B, and she was among the only ones B genuinely liked.

A got over B but they were still very close. A became on and off and distant towards me, and treated me differently. She’d go along with B and be an absolute dick and then be nice again.

B spread several rumors about me, and A said they didn’t happen and “forgave” me, but B continued to harass me and be a jerk.

B manipulated me and tried to throw things at me too, including saying I was too disgusting to find love or be sexually harassed because “no one wants an autistic girl”.

A just went along with it even though she was nice sometimes, but was it okay that I cut contact due to her close association with B and her occasional behavior?