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And they took it slightly better than I thought they would!

I was born and raised Catholic, and so were my grandparents. Due to multiple reasons, such as having a cocktail of mental disorders or conditions, I live with them.

My grandparents are from a different era, and they used to be vehemently homophobic. But they've told me that across the previous decades and numerous social movements, their views have softened and changed.

My grandfather is agnostic and my grandma is a moderate Catholic, but because of my knowledge, love, care and my passion, I have actually converted both of my grandparents into being hardcorre communist sympathizers. My grandpa loves Fidel Castro, Stalin, and even got a Che Guevara shirt because of me.

They were stunned today when I came out. While people often say they will love and understand no matter what, its different when its your own family, and actions speak louder than words.

My grandfather was in tears, but not because of me being bisexual. He was in tears because I had been "hiding" or not talking about it for so long, and that I was never upfront about it, and he feels fucking ashamed and guilty that I was ever afraid of telling him and that I shouldn't keep shit to myself.

I feel like I climbed fucking Mt. Everest. Imagine telling your Southern and Texan former Latino gangster grandfather that's covered in tattoos and with a criminal record and a dark past and previous intense homophobia that you're bisexual.

Or your German immigrant grandmother that was abused and forced to become a perfect Catholic, now feels thankful and non-judgmental, and how it feels to feel safe around your family.

They both have lots of questions, but they don't want to pry and they don't know where to start, and they know I'll tell them more when I feel like it.

I'm still fucking reeling, but I think I'll be able to sleep moderately better tonight.

I'm so happy and fucking tired.

https://alexanderf.substack.com/p/i-never-knew-what-it-was-like-to

https://alexanderf.substack.com/p/the-cover-up

This guy and his family are homeless in Guatemala currently, and being hunted by U.S. mercenaries for speaking the truth about Ukraine. I hope the family can get asylum in Russia, like he says in the comments.

"Lenin was a big meanie for waging a democratic revolution against the co-opted provisional government that sided with the tsar"

For roughly 10 goddamn months now, I've been reading constant articles, reddit posts, tweets, and seeing news segments throwing hissy fits and slandering Russia's anti-imperialist liberation war against Ukranazi Imperialism.

I'm fucking pissed off and sickened by the amount of hackneyed overdramatic sympathy that Ukraine gets, the amount of jokes about neckbeard redditors wishing Zelenskyy would plow their wives, about how poor Ukraine just needs another few hundred billion dollars to destroy big bad Putin, about how the Russian army are monsterous rapists, and how NATO is a defensive organization, and how Putin is a dictator for setting up schools and hospitals in liberated areas in Ukraine.

It brings my piss to a boil. I'm just trying to read actual news, have my coffee, play Destiny 2 and Gotham Knights, but nooo.

It genuinely seems like 70-80 percent of Amerikkkans are window-licking tools that believe everything they read.

I swear to fucking Christ, I can't look at anything even remotely resembling the color combination of gold, yellow and blue without wanting to punch a rhinoceros.

(Of course I'd never hit or take my anger out on an animal or innocent person, I'm expressing my anger in a humorous way)

But I guess I'm an "evile tankie Putin bootlicker" for wanting the Ukranazis to get what they deserve.

Some cracker piece of shit flew into a mayo rage at me a few weeks ago because I dared to say that I wouldn't mind Zelenskyy being killed and Ukraine being liberated and Russia returning to socialism if I had to "sacrifice" Putin for it to happen.

I was browsing the r/IsaacArthur subreddit, and found this word salad. They get wall.