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I'm running out of reasons to live. My recent "love" story. Venting. TW; Suicide in c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml
I'm running out of reasons to live. My recent "love" story. Venting. TW; Suicide in c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml
I'm running out of reasons to live. My recent "love" story. Venting. TW; Suicide in c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml
I'm running out of reasons to live. My recent "love" story. Venting. TW; Suicide in c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml
[–] [S] 2 points 2 months ago (2 children)

For number 2, I was venting. And I didn't do it nonchalantly.

And people always talk about internal validation, but that only gets you so far. Which, I'm sure this isn't healthy, allegedly putting stock in how others treat me, but it's literal human nature.

And I never said I could decide for someone else. I just see where the wind is blowing. I know you're not trying to, but I never said that consent is for me to decide for others. I'm almost a libertarian-ish. I believe everyone has the right to decide their own path.

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    • I'm running out of reasons to live. My recent "love" story. Venting. TW; Suicide in c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml
    [–] [S] 3 points 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) (1 child)

    I'm aware, this just sounds like the usual stock advice. And I have BPD. I appreciate your intent, but my hope is that going through this much shit will eliminate the toxicity that usually comes, since we operate on similar waevelengths.

    Idk anything anymore.

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    • I'm running out of reasons to live. My recent "love" story. Venting. TW; Suicide in c/comradeship@lemmygrad.ml
    [–] [S] 3 points 2 months ago

    I should also note that my depression has gotten so bad, that I have to actively force air into my lungs, food tastes like plastic, I struggle to breathe, I sob, I feel empty.

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    I don't mean to sound like a dick or fight you on this, and I understand your point of view, but I vehemently disagree. As much as I hate both Trump and Kamala, and as much as both need bullets in their heads, Kamala and the democrats are typically much smarter about at least giving the appearance of objectivity, and human-rights related fluff and posturing, and most Amerikkkans would go along with it way more easily, unlike Trump.

    I think many people would be more bendable and willing to suck up to the democrats if Kamala was elected, which would greatly prolong the U.S. empire. Trump is almost on the verge of bringing the empire crashing down, like taking a pickaxe to a dike or a dam. Not to say that Trump himself isn't intelligent or manipulative, but he's evil and stupid enough to admit the quiet part out loud too many times.

    I'm speaking as a Latino Texan.

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    I'm hoping to move to China within the next 2-ish years. Are there any VPN's that comrades recommend? (lemmygrad.ml)
     

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395651

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    I don't particularly care about the cost or the hoops I have to jump through, I primarily want the best and most effective VPN's.

    I'm also a heavy gamer, so the ones that are most excellent and allow for the least minimal delay when playing online multiplayer/live-service games, would be what I'm looking for.

    And while this last one is optional, I would prefer if the recommend VPN's are also usable in the U.S., so I could set them up before I move to Chengdu.

    I'm aware I could likely change VPN's, but that could be a headache or a hassle, so I'd rather stick with one. Unless I would have to compromise on quality/ VPN effectiveness.

    Also, the more cost efficient for the value, the better. But I primarily care about quality rather than cost effectiveness.

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    I'm hoping to move to China within the next 2-ish years. Are there any VPN's that comrades recommend? (lemmygrad.ml)
     

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395650

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395649

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395648

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395647

    I don't particularly care about the cost or the hoops I have to jump through, I primarily want the best and most effective VPN's.

    I'm also a heavy gamer, so the ones that are most excellent and allow for the least minimal delay when playing online multiplayer/live-service games, would be what I'm looking for.

    And while this last one is optional, I would prefer if the recommend VPN's are also usable in the U.S., so I could set them up before I move to Chengdu.

    I'm aware I could likely change VPN's, but that could be a headache or a hassle, so I'd rather stick with one. Unless I would have to compromise on quality/ VPN effectiveness.

    Also, the more cost efficient for the value, the better. But I primarily care about quality rather than cost effectiveness.

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    I'm hoping to move to China within the next 2-ish years. Are there any VPN's that comrades recommend? (lemmygrad.ml)
     

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395648

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395647

    I don't particularly care about the cost or the hoops I have to jump through, I primarily want the best and most effective VPN's.

    I'm also a heavy gamer, so the ones that are most excellent and allow for the least minimal delay when playing online multiplayer/live-service games, would be what I'm looking for.

    And while this last one is optional, I would prefer if the recommend VPN's are also usable in the U.S., so I could set them up before I move to Chengdu.

    I'm aware I could likely change VPN's, but that could be a headache or a hassle, so I'd rather stick with one. Unless I would have to compromise on quality/ VPN effectiveness.

    Also, the more cost efficient for the value, the better. But I primarily care about quality rather than cost effectiveness.

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    I'm hoping to move to China within the next 2-ish years. Are there any VPN's that comrades recommend? (lemmygrad.ml)
     

    cross-posted from: https://lemmygrad.ml/post/8395647

    I don't particularly care about the cost or the hoops I have to jump through, I primarily want the best and most effective VPN's.

    I'm also a heavy gamer, so the ones that are most excellent and allow for the least minimal delay when playing online multiplayer/live-service games, would be what I'm looking for.

    And while this last one is optional, I would prefer if the recommend VPN's are also usable in the U.S., so I could set them up before I move to Chengdu.

    I'm aware I could likely change VPN's, but that could be a headache or a hassle, so I'd rather stick with one. Unless I would have to compromise on quality/ VPN effectiveness.

    Also, the more cost efficient for the value, the better. But I primarily care about quality rather than cost effectiveness.

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