I'm not "Systematically living on somebody else’s bill" I just sleep over at my friend's every now and then.

As someone with below average intelligence I can tell you it really doesn't. Trust me, having a low intelligence doesn't make your life easier it just makes it harder and puts you at a massive disadvantage. It's the most soul crushing experience there is. You can become beautiful but intelligence is forever, be thankful for what you've got.

You really hyped up the question. It no big deal.

What are you planning on doing next? College? Trades? Military? Drugs?"

Would love to marry a rich man (hopefully, my bf makes it big) and move to a warm country. I don't think I could do any education as I wasn't good at it for the first 20 years of my life.

It was very lonely and difficult. My parents were tiger parents and I could never live up to there expectations. I tried hard in school but I could never get the grades my parents wanted and plus I have an intellectual disability which didn't help. My dad had a very short temper and got violent easily. I got bullied a lot both at school and at home. Don't get me wrong there were some good times but overall my childhood was very traumatic and a lot of my personality traits I have now was a response mechanism to all of it.

I go to bars and night clubs a lot. There's always a lot of attention to be had there. Dressing up in sexy clothes always works. I used social media like Instagram and TikTok as well.

Smoking weed and watching movies made me feel great although it's not a permanent solution. I have amazing friends and brothers/sisters who where always there for me.

I understand why "narcissist" will be used in a negative way but I've seen people diagnosis anyone they don't like with NPD. It's hard to find any good content online about it because everything is just pop psychology clickbait nonsense.

Nobody irl knows about my diagnosis but I'm afraid of if they find out. If this is all they see they may not want to associate with me. I wish people were more understanding like they are for things like depression or anxiety. It's such a big thing about that I have to keep secret. I'm dating a guy at the moment. I like him but I'm worried about how he would react if he found out. I'm thinking of just keeping it secret forever but I don't know if I can.

No problem

"Do you feel supported by your parents and friends IRL or rather misunderstood?"

By parents definitely not but with friends I feel very misunderstood. They always use words like "R*traded" "sped" and "spaz" and they always use low IQ as a insult. Not against me but just as general banter. They don't know about my IQ or learning disabilities so it's very isolating to hear them say those things as I am all of them.

Yes absolutely. I really wanted to do game mods that one point however I'm not good at programming obviously.

Yeah that's him...

I've been working on my motivation it's hard but I give myself goals. I would love to have a higher IQ somehow.

That's a very broad question. Do you mean? Do you mean politically? Religiously? If you want to know my politics when I'm a left leaning centrist

Well that came out of no where. Sure but why did you ask?