Yeah, do less drugs, get a schedule, more time with my friends and family. I'm turning my life around, I'm spending a lot of time leaving the NEET lifestyle so I can be a better girlfriend to my future boyfriend.

A lot of browsing the internet, sites like 4chan, Reddit, Discord, Instagram, DeviantArt, Newgrounds, Fandom, MAL, TikTok, StarBound Forums and KiwiFarms. Playing games such as Halo, GTA, Minecraft, StarBound, Civilization, Doom. I did a lot of weed, hanging out with friends, couch surfing, lean, night clubs, odd jobs, psychedelics like magic mushrooms and LSD, sleeping at hotels, going to bars, sex, seeing family, went on holiday to Hawaii once, cocaine, listening to music, making YouTube videos and I tried programming at one point.

"what’s your source of news?"

The internet

"how do you know what to trust in life generally?"

Wait a little bit to see if it gets debunked.

Yes absolutely. I really wanted to do game mods that one point however I'm not good at programming obviously.

Thank you for your works. I do have other problems in my life I've never denied that.

I don't read books that often. I find reading hard and there hard to follow.

"kind"? Isn't it just one IQ test that everyone takes? It was 5 years ago when I was 19. I did another one when I was 14 and I scored 73 on that one.

I guess it's all overcompensation. Everyone thought when I was a kid that I was slow, lazy, under achieving, ect....ect... So I just overcompensated in my head.

I see we got the killing expert over here

Damm she looks so out of it. Thats what killing does to a MFer

Yes I have. When I was 14-15 I Dated a guy for a few months. It got old quickly. We stopped caring about each after a few months. When I was 19 I dated a guy for a few months but again I lost interest after a few months. It's hard for me to have a long term relationship with anyone. I get jealous easily and I can be very one sided. I've got my eyes set on someone at the moment. I'm going to see a therapist soon. I know I can love I just have problems. I need to learn to empathize with others and be more dedicated.

What even is "narcissistic" abuse? How is it any different then regular abuse?