Voluntarily. Having a place would cost a lot of money and if I made any money I would have to spend all of it on the place. This is just cheaper.

I tried posting it uncensored but it doesn't allow me

California has the same population as Australia.

I can't wait for all the shitty horror movies that will be made 🙄

Why he doing us Americans dirty like that?😭

What does the moon taste like?

Straight people even today live with the fear of being perceived as gay so there very closed off and distant.

"When have you discovered that you are different? What happened? Why did you take IQ tests?"

I was always slower then other kids my age. When I was 14 I was made to do an IQ test by the teachers in my school when I discovered my IQ at the time was 73.

"Can you share story about something that is different between you and average people?"

There's plenty. When I was 18 somebody asked me how to spell something and I just couldn't spell it and I broke down in tears. It was pretty embarrassing.

"Is your memory worse or just the thinking process?"

I think it's both. My memory isn't very good and my thinking process is very limited.

"Do you have any idea why your IQ is so low? Is it just coincidence or something happened while you were young?"

I think my mom drank while she was pregnant. Which explains why I'm different then my brothers and sisters. I don't know if that's true though maybe I just lost the genetic lottery.

"How can I recognize that someone has low IQ? How should I act when I meet someone with low IQ, should I use simpler sentences or simpler ideas?"

Not really, IQ isn't immediately obvious like other disabilities and if you meet someone with low IQ just speak and treat them like there anyone else.

Know what you're talking about. There's a guy on YouTube who's in a similar situation to me called Mark Malloy. He talks a lot about IQ maxxing shall we say.

Yeah, I use my card more because I suck at maths and I need to use my voice to text feature on my phone to write things down. My memory isn't that good and I get overwhelmed by information easily

It’s no problem. There’s a lot of things I do/did for attention. When I was younger I used to take the wildest drugs I could get my hands on and brag to my classmates. I use social media a lot and I've got some friends that I use. Nightclubs and bars are good. There's always a lot of attention to get from there.

Ever since I was a teen I've found my self being very promiscuous. It's the best way to get attention from others.

"How does your lack of ability to connect manifest?"

Very superficial and short term relationships. It can be very isolating at times. I can connect to others but only if there really close to me.

"Do you feel connected to characters in books or movies/do their hardships affect you?"

They don't. There just made up.

"Are you doing any kind of exercises to change patterns around thinking/relating?"

Sometimes I think about others like there me. I know that sounds odd but helps me understand them. I try not to make everything about my self. I listen to others.

"How do you feel NPD hurts you?"

Yes, that's what I'm trying to get across in this thread. NPD is like a drug there's highs and lows. Sometimes when something good happens I just have this feeling that I deserve it. That I'm worthy but with that there's come downs. Sometimes things don't go to plan and makes me mad because how can I be wrong? It's hard to accept there's something wrong with you because you put yourself up on a pedestal and every mistake feels like your cracks are showing. You think that everyone else is as interested in you as you are.

"Last one, don’t answer if you don’t want, but what caused you to seek out professional help?"

I was having suicidal thoughts. I stopped seeing the psychologist cuz I lost interest.