yes the sausage bits are vegan, don't worry and no there is no cream or whatever in this. it's all good ~ everyone can have this soup... okay besides if you are allergic to gluten. if so, i'm very sorry, we will also make another main dish so you don't feel weird about it. everyone is served.

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so i was on some matrix chat and yapped and then wrote something cuz goooosh i got such... energy in me and i just don't know where to safely put it so i wrote the bit and i really gotta put more posts to catch up again (still gotta make one more) so now this is what you get. i postified version of a message i sent on matrix. i'm sorry for the stark quality decline buuuuut... maybe you'll still enjoy this.

potato soup is really tasty, it's reasonably healthy, it makes me go "aaaah yees i like this", it's a true feel-good-food and it makes you full!
and when you are full, it's not the tummy ache type, but the wonderful nice warm "aaaaah this is nice" type of full. the one where petting ones tummy feels comforting <3

yea i ... i really don't know where to put this energy. i got A LOT of it, like - ooh gosh so much of it like oh no like way too much of it i can barely sleep but where to put --------- oh well. whenever i yap about ML stuff here peeps get mad so i shouldn't.
yes you get to have first-class access into my chain-of-thought right now.
well what stuff is on my mind? it's... hmm.

• mama energy, oh so much of that yea
• oh gosh hrt
• someone but that doesn't matter
• spicy noodles
• plant-based chili cheese tortillas from BK
• gosh i wanna get those burgers yasssss
• recent ML efficiency gains and sparse attention splatting paradigms
• the fact that i should probably continue playing splatoon raiders
• some really funky songs from rhythm heaven groove. see here and here
• idunno, voting stuff in Sachsen-Anhalt
• Robert Habeck <3

and like - i mean - these are almost sorted by intensity so like - idunno. i'm like... so warm. probably from the potato soup. no wait i didn't actually have any today, at least not real potato soup like one can see in the post. yea no i wanna make posts but sometimes i'm like "gosh that almost doesn't feel like it's enough" aaaaaand then i write stories and scenarios and never actually post them anywhere.

so here i am, posting a scenario. horray. this better finally break my 100+ likes streak so i can post other stuff again.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you feel warm. not in the uncomfortable way but in the "aah this is nice" way.

like a chili cheese burger.

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!

so i was at BK, eating an unreasonably expensive plant-based chili chee tortilla 🌶️🧀. it was good, maybe a bit too good. i started eating it... differently, until i noticed what i was doing. almost like in these TV commercials where they kinda kiss-eat a whopper or something.

it was tasty. and no, unfortunately the 1% cheese in the chili cheese sauce was unfortunately not vegan i have to inform you. sorry.

i wish you a wonderful day where you eat something delicious.

good job <3

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i wanted to make some kind of praise post for a while but always felt it would feel undeserved and thus not real. so this is how i'm doing it instead.

this idea came from android now giving you this trophy icon when you clear your notifications (on my pixel 6 with graphene at least).
so i thought

oh, why not go further with this

and now here we are. i considered replacing the trophy with a heart buuuut that would have been too much change, i did want this to look somewhat real.

here is the source screenshot btw

dunno how this will land. let's see. so far, image edits generally do worse for comment-count than fully original posts sooooooooooo we'll see.

i wish you a wonderful day in which your efforts are noticed by others.

oh of course, everything for my White.

sorry, no alt image today, catbox is down.

not sure how this will land with y'all, might be too much. but eeeeeeh- this is 196 where peeps post making out images and yap about kinds so this is fiiiine. nothing to worry about, this is absolutely safe for work, your boss wouldn't bat an eye if they saw this on your monitor.

yea i had a sudden urge to make this and now its here. that second-to-last line was difficult. i wanted White to not be too demanding while also not implying like they would ever want it to stop. i think it "being too much" is a reasonable clause to use.

i'm still one post behind. i'm mostly eating buldak noodles with brother and... yea not sure what to make really. i look in my pictures folder for inspiration,But all i see is potatos, dario amodei, nappies, Friedrich Merz and burger king. not very helpful.

i wanna make some post about sky cotl again like i did some time ago even if it won't garner as many comments as these types of posts would. oh well, sacrifices have to be made for... me. yes, i am sacrificing your enjoyment over my own interests, this really does sound cruel doesn't it? i don't wanna be cruel, i wanna be good and nice. and polite. wow what a callback.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you have some fun.

no need to ponder what happened. it's okay.

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• the background image stems from this pinterest post

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wanted to make something like this. sometimes things just happen and that's okay.

very open to interpretation, yesyes, very purposefully so. have fun.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you are able to forgive yourself <3

wanted to make one of these for a while. now i have. whatever.

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• i took the energy drink image from here

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thinking is fun but oh gosh can it get repetitive. the mind has no repetition_penalty built in, in fact: it usually rewards thinking similar things over and over again.

this is generic enough that i can just post it here right? yea this is fine. i am my own filer and that filter says "whatever, doesn't matter, i got no secrets anyway, who cares. i don't". so i'm posting it.

next one is gonna be more fun, trust me. yeye this one is more or less "oh no i only got that much time before i need to sleep so this is what im gonna make" kinda thing. yes.

oh well, imma wait for "good time" now, whatever whatever.

i wish you a wonderful day in which you feel in control of yourself.

even more blanket posts. great, right? we have all been waiting for another blanketpost, can't get enough of em.

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felt like making a "this or that" type post for a whiiiiile. this dates back about 2 years when i looked at some of em and thought "this is fun!"

i'd love to hear about your picks!

my picks areee ummm... this is difficult. lemme think.
okay, my picks are: B-A-A-A-A ...
yea, apparently i drew put all my favorites first. whoops. in question 2 i would love B but that doesn't work with position B. oh well.

i wish you a wonderful day where you chose your own adventure.

i did this and slept in like 30 minutes. usually takes 3 hours. wowie, what a lifehack.

having something to hug onto or to just have besides you is surprisingly nice. when you pull back, blanket 1 moves your direction. when you lean in, you feel that movement from behind.

something something deep pressure maybe. it's not that deep. i have weighted blankies but they are too exhausting to deal with and... they are okay but i usually remove them at somepoint.

but this!!! this is it, maybe. who knows.

i wish you a wonderful day and sweet dreams (for later... or now)

so very patient. would wait longer if told to. but how long would it wait? at which point does the reward seem unreachable?

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the more i post here, the more i can't show this profile to friends anymore. it's like reeeeeally direct with some stuff. not this post tho, this one is as tame as the bunny in the image. first time drawing a bunny... maybe ever.

i guess specifically because i only make oc stuff, it's just a lot more personal. no matter how much i say "this is Lilac saying that, not me!", i am still the one putting those words in the speech bubbles. oh well.

are you polite? do you apologize when you sneeze? i don't, because i sneeze so quietly that peeps don't even notice it most of the time.

i wish you a wonderful day where you don't have to wait long for your reward.

will we ever know if it is special or not? it is just a matter of time, but of how much time?

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yea this one is a bit of a lazy post, sorry... i felt like making something like this and then ended up not being all that motivated to make it look nice sooo now here we are.

living with uncertainly is difficult. like gosh, what's gonna happen, you know? these uncertainties can distract from much larger problems which can actually be solved right now.

it's waiting time for a bit longer. at some point these daily posts are gonna have to end but gosh, how long do they have to go on for? will certainty make me stop? comes down to it...

it may end up making me dip into another stormpost phase but it feels wrong to put my feelings onto White and Lilac. they don't deserve it, they have done nothing wrong. in fact: i think they are doing everything right.

not sure where i'm going with this. and actually, you know what? i will do something terrible now! >o< AAAAAA oh no what terrible things?

there is essentially only that many scenarios here

• either y'all will get super crazy exciting warm posts for a few days and then imma stop doing daily posts and post irregularly again (oh nooooo it's not like i already post super irregularly)
• or imma make terribly sad posts for some days and then probably go back to whatever i'm doing, just a bit less hopeful

so now you are living with me in the uncertainty!
i'm so cruel, i know.

i wish you a wonderful day full of heartwarming certainty ~

pulling you along and getting you a crêpe.

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yes, a christmas special outside of winter, how nice. crêpes really are quite something. so very nice when it's cold outside, so very easy to burn your mouth with.

while making this i thought of stardew valley winter music. very calming. i want winter to be here now. i want my hot chocolate while looking outside where it's cold.

i wish you a wonderful day ~

indeed very comfy.

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was about time for some more purpleposts so here we are.

not sure if the "cloud border" looks good. i think the idea is good but maybe not the execution. maybe the first cloud border could have been inverted to show Whites senses being kinda filled. hmm maybe.

the whole "border" bit was kinda an afterthought really so eeeeeh-... i just didn't like how the blankie was just cut off like that so ye.

i wish you a wonderful and comfortable day.