Did a djent version of Sappy by Nirvana

Neat bonus track idea for the 2nd album

Got a job interview tomorrow with a company that is

1. Big
2. One of those places that people say "hires everybody"
3. Is hiring multiple positions
4. Hires quickly
5. Pays pretty well

I hope I get it

Good lord, so ready to be a wagie

Saw some clip of Sabrina carpenter talking down an Arab woman while her fans cheer at calling the Zaghrouta weird.

NEVER PUT WHITES ON A PEDASTAL. This behavior is not shocking once you realize how many of these artists come from rich backgrounds and the only poc they interact with are whitewashed as hell

https://youtu.be/goh2x_G0ct4

Whitey on the Moon by Gil Scott-Heron

Thinking about this moon mission whatever while the US is exterminating people in a dozen different countries simultaneously.

was really bored so I wrote an odd time jazz bass solo earlier

was how I passed time while waiting for this interview I had to go to... honestly, I don't think it went well but apparently I'll get an answer around Wednesday.

Thinking back to this time I worked as a barista and this taller, bigger Black man would come in every morning and say he wants his coffee "Black and strong" just like he is.

At the time, I thought it was so corny and goofy and it made me laugh, but looking back, I see him as nothing but an absolute legend.

Hope he's doing well today.

The stereotype of pitbull owners being poc is a pretty dated one. Nowadays I’ve seen more poc with Chihuahuas and Yorkies while it’s middle class to rich white women who have pit bulls they can’t control.

This is the case in Guatemala as well.

I need the overly neurotic, insecure people on various platforms including on this site to really stop analyzing global events through personal betrayal narratives and start treating reality with a level of sophistication and (yes unfortunately) level-headedness if you want to not only understand it but also to change it. But maybe that’s asking too much.

This has become increasingly clear the past few years. From Venezuela and Iran, to every other country that rarely gets the spotlight in the “international Left” media. After a certain point, reaction for the sake of reaction, critique for the sake of critique, leads to nowhere. Especially when legitimising imperialist aims (which is worse than nowhere of course, it actively harms the international movement).

Apologies for vague-posting but genuinely after a certain point, one should ask oneself - is showcasing your disapproval online affecting anything materially except satisfying your own ego - in which case it may be best to invest your time in non-political hobbies if it doesn’t go beyond the screen.

Something I find incredibly confusing about the term "biracial" is that it is strictly defined on a genetic basis but it is a term that exists in relation to a social construct.

Here's what I find so damn frustrating: By the "genetic" definition of "biracial," I am "biracial," but in relation to all the social baggage that the term comes with? Absolutely not. How is it that simply having a certain genetic makeup means that the term gets permanently marked on my existence, but then when I see people talk about biracial people, they're out there saying shit like, "Biracial people look different from Black people. They are racially ambiguous, have light skin, and have curly hair instead of coily hair. They can never truly understand the monoracial Black experience." when literally none of that applies to me.

The term "biracial" is a misnomer because this discrepancy between denotation and connotation is never acknowledged. When one is "biracial" by denotation but not by connotation (as am I), discourse on "biracial" people can look incredibly disorienting, especially when it's being conducted by people who believe in race science (and let's be honest, it often is).

i finally finished wretched of the earth, still digesting and parsing through but man it’s incredible how much you can tell that a lot of thinkers were influenced by this book, shoutout franz fanon (i will say though the book is incredibly male centric :/ )

"Israel" is not different from America, When Netenyahu calls Palestinians Amalek that need to be wiped out, Trump says that Iranian civilization needs to be wiped. Then the "progressives" of such entities claim that "we do not Agree with him, he's just a right wing fascist" yet they do nothing about him, they're not silent in fear of prosecution, they're silent in agreement.

And to those self proclaimed Muslims and leftists who shout and cheer at every missile like they were the ones firing it, yet refuse to talk about the demonization of a whole nation, a whole sect should figure out where they stand.

All the Hasan Piker discourse in us politics makes me wonder if my joke about him becoming the 21st century Eugene Debs actually happens.

And a good April to you.

Finally got another remake done.

Was the first song I ever wrote. Despite that, it's a long one with different parts. Had to fix a lot, mostly drums, because, like I said, I had no idea how to write drums when I first wrote this.