I feel you. I have a lot of problems with my mental health as well. I hate the person I am. It's like why can't I just be normal? I have two major personality disorders as well as ADHD and dyslexia.
I hate how fucking stupid I am. I am an actual mentally removed woman with literally no future. I have no qualifications so the only jobs I can get are shitty mcjobs for teens. It brings me so much shame. I deserve to be intelligent and have more possibilities. I see other people who are rich and famous and it makes me so mad because I don't understand why they get all the luck and I don't. I put in so much effort and all I get is some crap job at Burger King and a even crappier car.
Funny you say that. From earlier in this thread,
"Back when I was 18 I wanted nothing more then to be a nurse."
"They also did a psychological evaluation on me and it turns out I was a “deviant sociopath” "