I definitely had my skepticism about the outcome being anything desirable.
I kind of had a turning point, but I turned harder into my already strong feelings. Specifically, at the “save the economy” moment, but also when everyone around me started to use “it’s endemic” as an excuse for giving up.
My views never really changed, I did learn more which made me more anxious and cautious. Then eventually I got it and it triggered some autoimmune issues to accelerate. So now I’m as cautious as I can be.