Another of my pathetic attention seeking rants incoming.

I hate myself, so God damn much. I recently went out and socialised and I know i was just some creepy man with tits. That i acted "weird in the weirdest possible way". I had creepy thoughts (i mean who tf thinks these things??) creepy demeanor creepy everything.

I feel the need to repent, ive already bashed my leg a little, but i think ill start cutting again. Im just so evil, i dont really deserve to live. Im a creature both mentally and physically that should be locked in some dungeon. I should be fucking murdered brutally by some hero.

If i had some moral backbone, i would kill myself knowing that I am someone who should not live. But alas, i dont have the courage. Instead ill just block everyone or something and bed rot until i hopefully starve.

-Minty

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[–] 6 points 3 days ago (1 child)

Rant away. Right now this moment sucks, and the feelings are what they are. They are not forever.

You aren’t a creature or a monster, just a young woman struggling with a world that isn’t accommodating. Transitioning and socializing take time, and it takes good days and bad. You did the best you could in public, you’ll figure out ways to navigate it better over time.

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