aaaaaaa I never know what to do with my stupid face x3
I try to smile though because i don’t like how i look when i’m not
couldn’t clear the bravery barrier to post yesterday but aaaaaah I love at least how i feel >w<
I used to be a lot heavier, but i think i’m starting to look presentable?
EEEEEE!
Yeah i’m pre-HRT. I have been shaving and trying to grow out my hair (using minoxidil to hold off the balding) while trying to dress in ways that make me happy. I figured if i’m too scared to talk to anyone at least i could live my fantasy for a few years and revisit the idea.
now that there’s no negative influences left in my life I think with clear eyes I REALLY want to figure out fashion. I want to LOVE my body.
I’m 33 iirc, so a lot of my life was wasted being anxious. I want to be femme so I’m going to do so :3
I have an appointment this december with the transgender health program at a hospital a town over… i’m practically vibrating in place waiting.