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Ummmm...yeah (HRT orgasm changes) (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
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This is...honestly NOT what I thought I would be writing today, lol. But, tbh...it really surprised me.
Just now, I was having some fun solo. I use a basic magic wand, have been using it for about 2 years now (best purchase EVER istg ๐Ÿ˜‚).
I was playing a game, Lilith's Throne (highly recommend btw, I can provide the JAR files for anyone interested). It's a NSFW text-based RPG with tons of options, and I mean, TONS of options. The pros are, I'm sitting at my computer, which means at least one hand is free to play with my breasts (which feels amazing) and also...idk, I just prefer text, ig? It leaves so much up to your imagination...I honestly prefer it to "normal" visual porn. Needless to say, I've been playing this game quite a bit ๐Ÿ˜† (don't sue me, I'm at home alone like every day, what am I supposed to do? ๐Ÿ˜ญ).

So umm...this has happened a couple of times before, specifically when playing this game, but...today was different. When I did finish, I just kinda...I guess convulsed is the appropriate word ๐Ÿ˜‚. Not literal convulsions, but I just couldn't...not shake, if that makes sense? I had very little control over it. I shook so freaking much and couldn't even stop, omg, and this is very unusual for me, so I was pretty surprised.
Also...the feeling was different in a way...it was kind of like these electric "waves" everywhere, all over my body. In a weird way...it almost felt like the electricity was "driving" the involuntary shakes. If that makes any sense at all? Probably not.
And the breathing, omg the breathing. I'm usually pretty quiet, when it comes to solo. I won't say I was vocal, not in the way I am with my bf (moaning), but my breathing got super quick, kinda loud too, honestly, and there was just nothing I could do...so I just enjoyed it ๐Ÿ˜†.
And also, I just felt like it lasted a while too. Now, the last thing I want to do when having fun is to set a stopwatch, but it definitely felt a lot longer this time...

What I'd also like to mention tho...that feeling of guilt and shame that happened after every single orgasm pre-HRT...that's long gone, and I'm super happy about that. Nowadays, I just feel satisfied, you know? And after this specific one, I felt super satisfied but also really exhausted, lol.

This is...so freaking TMI. This whole post, really ๐Ÿ˜‚
It's just...I'm really happy. It may be too early for me, but things are definitely changing for the better. I love estrogen so freaking much ๐Ÿฉท

Thanks for reading! Umm...sorry? I guess? I just wanted to share. Oversharing is overcaring indeed ๐Ÿ˜†

Edit: I should have probably mentioned, 6mo 3w HRT today precisely (lol) and also 3 weeks of rectal prog (400mg) today, also precisely (how did I do this? ๐Ÿ˜‚)

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[โ€“] [S] 5 points 16 hours ago (1 child)

It was quite something. Can't wait for my next one, lol.

next step is learning how to chain together multiple in a row :3

Don't tempt me, or I'll spend my entire day pleasuring myself ๐Ÿ˜ญ. I swear, I'm capable of doing that...

I honestly...can't even begin to imagine how good that would feel tho. I've had "multiple orgasms" before, but they were kinda like my pre-HRT ones. I guess I just forced another one. Strangely enough, the second one was stronger.

NSFW, TMIAnd also there was a bit of clear fluid after the second one (ew)

It still took like 15 minutes after the first one tho, so it wasn't really "chaining".

Having multiple of these in short succession tho? Damn. I need that in my life ๐Ÿ˜†

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  • [โ€“] 3 points 14 hours ago* (1 child)

    reference to spoiler above, discussion of genitalskeep in mind that that you should expect some amount of fluid now, even just from being aroused without orgasm. feminizing HRT will make you "get wet" when you're horny in pretty much the same way as cis girls do!

    specifically, estrogen causes the bulbourethral glands (which are responsible for producing precum in guys) to start working like Bartholin's glands (which are responsible for producing much of the vagina's natural lubrication). in other words, your precum will become more acidic and there'll be a lot more of it. i think there's also some other glands inside or near the urethra itself which also start secreting larger volumes of... stuff, but i can't remember what they're called off the top of my head.

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  • [โ€“] [S] 1 point 47 minutes ago (1 child)

    NSFWInteresting...I can't say I've noticed much more fluid than pre-HRT? Definitely not just from arousal alone. Maybe I'm not aroused enough ๐Ÿ˜†
    I hope this doesn't have implications about my SRS outcome tho ๐Ÿ˜ญ
    I've heard some girls do get self-lubrication and honestly, that would be kinda cool, but it's not something I need.

    Either way, very interesting information! Tysm ๐Ÿฉท

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  • [โ€“] 1 point 17 minutes ago

    spoileri wouldn't worry if it's not there - it'll take time to change, and even then there's plenty of variation between people (not all girls get equally wet!) and the geometry of where it has to get through (the urethra is a small narrow tube and is a lot longer than you think) means that unless you're very wet it won't start leaking out unless it gets forced out mechanically (e.g. muscle contractions during orgasm or external pressure).

    i was mainly addressing the "ew" part of your comment and wanted to point out that it's probably not jizz - at this point your sperm production is probably be close to zero, and the seminal vesicles and prostate should be contributing significantly less fluid during "male"-style ejaculation (if that happens at all!).

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