I don't know what to do at this point, I wanted to live a simple life, I didn't want tropical vacations, I didn't want anything extravagant. I just wanted beans-and-rice, football/cricket matches, some anime/manga, literature, and some indie games, not many just like 2 or 3. But now this world won't let me, I don't have any complaints about what I have, I can make do with it, I have my food, I can read books, I can play some games but this world wants to take even that away. First an ed tech company took out a loan in name of merchant credit which made dad unable to finance anything then the bank deducted 250 dollars because and I quote "we miscalculated interest and charged the left over" bastard fuck you fuck you, I am leaving, if I take my own life then what will you take? NOTHING!!!!!!! You will have nothing to take then.