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(CW: Suicidal Ideation) I just wanted to live a decent simple life but this world won't let me (hexbear.net)
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I don't know what to do at this point, I wanted to live a simple life, I didn't want tropical vacations, I didn't want anything extravagant. I just wanted beans-and-rice, football/cricket matches, some anime/manga, literature, and some indie games, not many just like 2 or 3. But now this world won't let me, I don't have any complaints about what I have, I can make do with it, I have my food, I can read books, I can play some games but this world wants to take even that away. First an ed tech company took out a loan in name of merchant credit which made dad unable to finance anything then the bank deducted 250 dollars because and I quote "we miscalculated interest and charged the left over" bastard fuck you fuck you, I am leaving, if I take my own life then what will you take? NOTHING!!!!!!! You will have nothing to take then.

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[–] [S] 2 points 6 days ago

That's the thing, it's my dad and grandad first of all but I am living under the fallout, second it is not like debt is unpayable but it is the stress of debt, I never took out a loan it was the ed tech company them the credit score, dad can't finance anything. Dad and grandad have both submitted to their fate and tell me to work to pay back their debt or fight legal cases for them, I can't.

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