Pretty frequently my imagination will wander and then I'll start thinking of a game or show that I like and I'll imagine new story plot points and stuff. It's very visual and vivid to the point where I complete forget I exist in real life. While I'm doing this, without thinking, I start jumping, flapping my hands, and repeated flopping myself onto furniture. I only get brought back into reality because I eventually exhaust myself by jumping around too much.

I've always hid this behavior, but I've been caught a few times and whoever catches me is always like "What are you even doing? Are you okay?" So I feel like what I do is probably really weird to most people. I am Autistic, but idk if it's because of that or if I'm just weird cause I haven't heard of anyone else doing it. I'm curious if anyone else does this or something similar.

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[–] 4 points 2 months ago (1 child)

In my head my name's up there with Spielberg. I always wanted to write stories, but I never had the energy or the focus to get them written, let alone made into feature films.

It's kinda crazy to imagine everyone has at least one or two good stories in them that you would enjoy watching as a film. I have several, and I have paid for writing software, but I refuse to use AI at any point — I feel like that would make it easier, have it generate an outline and I build upon that or something, but I hate the idea of it and that people are doing it, and I feel like it would forever taint my work, even if I replaced every word — and on my own, I just don't have the energy to write more than a few pages. Not "at a time," but I mean like, I get that far into a story and I run out of steam. Even if there are better parts ahead.

I think about things like the ending of Six Feet Under (HBO series about a family running a funeral home) and how it made me feel, both the first time, and then the second time watching with my wife, and how it made her feel (she's way more emotional than I am) (and for context, this show is widely considered to have the best ending of any TV show, ever, and for damn good reason), and how I probably have a couple story beats that could make others feel that way. If you know, you know.

But no, I don't jump around and stuff, I just do it to amuse myself when I'm bored.

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  • [–] 2 points 2 months ago

    I made entire story like and games in my head. None of it's good of course. I accept that those things are for my enjoyment. I used to right mostly original stories but since have jumped to exclusive fanfiction with OCs.

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