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This is a bit private to keep lying around so I've removed it. Thanks to all who answered (lemmy.world)
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I tried making a Reddit account and it asked me to build karma before I could ask on any of the relevant subs so I'm posting here.

I can personally say that if anything goes up there, it hurts, and not in a good way. It does not feel pleasurable at all. It feels kind of like placing a finger on an open sore and pushing down.

Also, if you're being examined, they tell you to take deep breaths, as if they know that anything going up is going to be painful. If sex is supposed to be pleasurable and enjoyable, why would doctors tell you to brace for impact, so to speak?

Lastly, women often scream during sex. It's often said they're screaming out of pleasure and not pain. But there are a lot of things I find extremely pleasurable, but I don't scream while I do them.

Is it just one of those things that is painful but we're conditioned into believing the pain is actually pleasure and I must have inconsistent pain tolerance and I am making a big deal out of this?

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[–] 31 points 1 month ago (1 child)

I probably have vaginismus and my experience with penetration is pretty similar to yours.

Cis women do enjoy and even seek out vaginal penetrative sex, I eventually realized. Part of how I figured out I was different was reading a thread of all the weird stuff women inserted while masturbating. I was suddenly like: "Oh! They must really want something up there! Look at the stupid, dangerous stuff they're doing to experience that!"

There are things you can do medically if you genuinely want that kind of sex, but it's useful to remember that sex isn't just penetration. You literally never have to be penetrated to have enjoyable sex. It can be tough to find a partner, since PIV is the end goal of sex for lots of people (as is their perogative), but the world is also full of other types of people.

As for vocalization, the "oh fuck" (doc, it's like sandpaper ripping me in half) and "oh fuck" (I'm having an overwhelming but positive physical sensation) are pretty different kinds of yells, and generally sound pretty different. Like people don't cry just out of sadness, you know?

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  • [–] 10 points 1 month ago (1 child)

    Op, look into this. Vaginismus defines your symptoms. I was with a woman who had it. It affects like 5% of women, and it makes (penetrative) sex feel painful and unpleasant.

    We found other ways to be intimate. Id go down on her for hours. We'd masturbate together and bring toys. We even went to sex clubs and explored other ways to get off.

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  • [–] 2 points 1 month ago

    To add to this, vaginismus can be as much phycological as it is medical. Having bad/painful experiences with piv sex can cause a 'feedback loop' making things worse. There's also some medication that can interfere with 'wetness', for a lack of a better word. Lube is a godsend and can help alleviate initial pain allowing you to relax, and may be enough to start building up positive mental associations with penetrative sex. But most of all, do seek medical advice, it's not supposed to hurt.

    Also, you can ask for a smaller speculum when going for a pap smear, - I didn't know that and had a horrid experience that stopped me going for my next one for nearly a decade. (I'm better at self advocating these days)

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