Hi so I'm genuinely an inpatient psychiatric nurse.

OP is maaaybe describing a hallucination, but they're not reporting paranoia, their language choice doesn't exhibit disorganization, and they're not arguing any observable fact, they're just speculating on a spiritual / metaphyiscal interpretation of the world. Hallucinations themselves even have a wide variety of interpretations outside of the western world that are not pathalogical in nature, and often people in those cultures with similar neuroatypicalities live much longer happier lives compared to those in western society. And even if we do classify it as a hallucination, that doesn't even mean schizophrenia. They can be singularly spontaneous and never occur again, they can be drug induced whether as part of individual's healthy or unhealthy use, or in many cases as part of a cultural or spiritual ritual.

Please stop spreading misinformation in my sub about BOTH mental illness AND spirituality or I'm gonna ban you. Or you can feel free to use the block button to block things you don't personally want to see. That's what it's for.