You can't convince me that this isn't just her projecting her insecurity about her own addiction
The delusions of the hash fiend bear no resemblance to honest opiate addiction, or straightforward alcoholism. Consider the humble crackhead. We know we’re d*generates, we know we have a problem. Only the reefer addict insists he’s achieved a higher state of consciousness through his depravity.
And there we are (censoring mine)