okay, would you please explain. you thought killing people was worth education. you're calling the guy who died twice on the operating table, graduated magna cum laude, had to work a full time and two part time jobs simultaneously while getting his education because whatever scholarships i had my first semester and a half disappeared the second i had to drop out to have my first round of failed surgeries privileged? each surgery cost me over a million dollars, none were elective and i have had more than i can count. the debt simply piles up. i have not looked at it in a decade because it literally scares me. what privilege do you think i had that you didn't. in 5000 words or less, i really need to understand this.