(Before you block me or this community : i'm sorry if i gave you a bad opinion of catholics or religions in general, i'd have preferred to avoid that(, and i edited my comment afterwards).
If i may give my opinion : don't be so sensible, strength is a virtue and weakness is a vice, if you feel like losing your sanity because of your environnement then perhaps work on hardening yourself ? (feels like a stupid sentence)
I( will) love you, it's even easier since you're a complete stranger, may you forgive my aggressiveness.)