thanks for the kind words :)

i'm actually ok with my life overall and i do talk to other people; it's just that i think that the quality of the interactions matters more than the quantity and so i also stay at home a lot :D

edit: but yeah i also actually want to go out more. i just seldomly seem to have the motivation to then actually do it. i've thought about volunteering at food banks, but they don't seem to need/want my help. i've gone there like three times and each time they had a different reason for why i shouldn't help them today so i just kinda never went there again.