I'm almost the exact opposite. Life is literal hell for me right now and while I'm 90% positive that oblivion awaits, there's that 10% that comes from being brainwashed growing up that still scares me.

I wasn't aware of existence before I was born, and I imagine it will be exactly like that after.

Knowing my luck though there will be a God, who is just as big of an asshole as the Bible makes it out to be. Hell will be real and I would definitely go there, because even if I were certain that God was real, if it's the God of the Bible I wouldn't worship it, not in a million years.

God, isn't that true? The cold black nothing is far scarier than any stress I am living through.

I saw the video on physics girl's update and good fucking lord, is ME CFS scary! It scared the depression right out of me (Not really). But I was a lot more scared of becoming more and more tired with every passing day and eventually not even being able to laugh in anticipation of a crash! I feel really really sad for the dude. There's no cure and he's been bed ridden for 4 years, unable to do anything other than eat, sleep. The added depression over the grief of loss of life and the shit quality of life is scary.

I don't want to invalidate someone else's pain, so I want to add that everyone's feelings are valid, regardless of whether they feel scared of the black void or not. Depression can numb the fear of death.

I find the idea of not existing pretty comforting. There is no afterlife, just an end to existence and perception.