All the things that make me miserable are pretty much out of my control 
I need money and no one will fucking hire me. I even applied and got an interview for a position cleaning up literal shit at a hospital and they still didn't hire me. They won't even let me clean up doo doo feces to make a living
Can't get SRS without money, can't get FFS without money, can't get out of my shitty ass apartment where they're always cutting the water off without money, this shit sucks