oh i just waited till the water boiled, then put in the rice and some butter and let it cook on low for about 20-30 minutes
it's about 2.25 cups of water and 1 tbsp of butter per 1 cup of rice
it's a mix of heavy cream, minced garlic, garlic-parmesan-herb seasoning, and chicken stock
at work rn but i'll drop the recipe when i can
the salmon's covered up by the sauce and rice but it's there i promise
trying to finish my dumbass costume before halloween between work days, just have to sew it which i've never done before
she should pluck her eyes out if crying bothers her that much
i mean like it's a form of discipline for myself only, i know love works for others but if i get too accepting of myself then i lose sight of what i must fix on myself if that makes sense
it's a form of discipline only i use, it's not good for others
as for great love i identify more with the whole "communism is the hammer which crushes the enemy" thing mao said than castro's idea of great love, i feel the latter can be used once global revolution has occurred but focusing on the danger of the omnipresent enemy is priority imo
it makes me forget my role in harming the global south, and fuels my need to destroy enemies of the movement if that makes sense
the problem is i loathe the idea of self-love for myself, it's fundamentally dangerous for me given the circumstances but i appreciate your concern
should i starve? i mean my gut says maybe, but my brain says to at least try an imperialist-only diet first /lh
like why wouldn't global southerners condemn all of the global north after all we've done and continue to do, it's only logical to me cause i'd do that if i were in their shoes
but why wouldn't they is what i don't understand
you can argue yes to those questions given they both still relied on goods obtained via imperialism though, like yes the impact they had on the movement is huge but foe example, a simple meal still was obtained by the suffering of the global south if that makes sense which is what i think about every time i consume sustenance
the average russian worker wasn't an imperialist parasite whose food, goods, existence, etc. innately involved the exploitation of the global south and therefore provided a net negative to the movement though