: p
Currently dealing with a lot of non-specific malaise that's probably due to bi-polar + adhd, but it could also be long covid exhaustion. And like i want to be able to function and live a life and not be confined to bed. And that's already been a struggle bc of life long severe depression. And now there's this virus that can cause all the same symptoms - fatigue, brain fog, cognitive problems - that i already have. And if i don't want to catch the disease that has a very serious chance of compounding and multiplying the debilitating symptoms i already have i am unreasonable, ruled by fear, insane, weird, whatever.
It is wrong that we have been treated like this, that we continue to be treated like this, that so many of us find no support even from the people closest to us.